It's time I stop kidding myself. I am who I am. As much as I hate to admit it, I am pessimistic and ireful towards the world. I don't social well - period - I had several episodes of abusive language and behavior, and I absolutely have no feelings for my class and my school, of which the latter is a, what I'd like to call, the hell hole I am and will be living in for the next year or so. Brilliant.
So many things happened since I last posted. Jordan and I are having friendship issues again, I made a plan of doing a "Pixar's 'Up' marathon (which, currently, has little point to me)," I lost my wallet with my I/C in it, I got in more arguments with the staff of ITE, I felt like killing myself on several occasions over the past few weeks, I was banned from Pixar Planet forums, I was in a heated argument with a 14 years old dork (which, for the most parts anyway, caused my suicidal thoughts), and, guess what - I'm still as lonely as I was four years ago.
First thing's first - Jordan Teo. Being friends with him for so long now, we had a discussion once about how long our friendship would last. He said "50 years." I smiled. However, up till this moment, it's only been three years, and look at where we are now.
God, I'm feeling so lazy right now, so, maybe I'll post another day. Maybe I won't.
Fuck you guys.
About The Emo
- WBoon
- Singapore/Tanglin Halt Road, Asia, Singapore
- In recent times, WBoon has changed a lot. For one thing, he tries harder to focus on his work now (even though procrastinations still occur). He's also more open to people now, and is making friends much more easily than he did back in Secondary School. However, his temper issues still grabs him, particularly due to his classmate (Joshua Wee)'s annoying nature. Moreover, his old friends had left his side. Jordan Teo, his closest friend (but not a great one), is distancing from WBoon in terms of friendship, having to hang out with him a lot lesser nowadays. WBoon would rather think that Jordan's busy with his schoolwork, but it is kinda obvious that Jordan's desires to hang out with Gabriel Leong, a close friend of Jordan who enjoys the same interest of soccer with him, are much more powerful than those regarding the time-spending with WBoon, who obviously doesn't share as much similarities with Air J. Nevertheless, WBoon is still fighting on, continually struggling with his inner self, trying not to break, attempting not to make that final cut onto himself, leaping off a building, or jumping off the station platform.
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